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Skip that out of your mind :)
now in com lab doin prom nite tings. heees.. i noe wher tuh find de GIF animation lers. hees all thks tuh ms shawna. wahahas. well.. smth happened dat spoilt my whole dae !!haisss. early in de morning was quite in a good mood. but durin geo, smth happen and made my mood went totally down. haiss...... throw away everything u think dat doesnt belong tuh u la. all de memories and everything !!! forget all and treat it as if it had nvr happen b4 k ! treat it as u've jus woken up frm a dream. u said u hate mi. fine... hate mi all u wan !!!! when i saw ur msg, my tears dropped. hais. u said i changed. i'm inconsiderate abt ur feelins, i'm gettin distant frm u. ther'a a reason behind it lor. and u'll nvr noe de reason. arghhh !!!!! i hate myself !!! hais.... i dont know how mani times mus i cry over u. but i noe all these should stop. stop once and fer all. we're over. this tym is reali OVER. wont be makin de same mistake lk last tym animore. hais hate myself. hate u. hate everybody !!! hate myself fer lkin u. why mus i lk u??????????? i dont know. hais. forget it... think tis tym we wont even be frens. i dont wanna see u. hate mi all u wan ! CANT BE BOTHERED !!!!!!!!!!!!!here im. i've cooled down. hais sometimes i envy those loving couples on streets. i noe i couldnt and wont possibly be one of tem. so wad i cn oni do is do sit down and envy tem. zhen de hen xian mu ~ why couples cn get over obstacles while fer mi is jus a NO? hais... maturity is impt fer a r/s too. it takes 2 hands tuh clap in a r/s. so if oni one is havin dat "special" feelin, and another is so confused abt dat feelin. both of tem shud reconsider dis r/s. isnt it? haisss.. dats wad excatly i'm doin. i'm behavin dis way cos ther's a lil different in de feelin compared tuh last tym makin mi not daring tuh face u. but i noe i still loves u. u said i changed. i change fer a reason. i dowan tuh act serious and make u seems lk oh everything's perfect, nth's wrong. dat kinda misunderstanding. get it.. haisss but u'll never noe how i feel. i didnt wanna tell u cos i dowan tuh hurt u agn. but wad u said todae were damn hurtful. u hate mi..... hais u hate mi........... jus let dis reason be hidden inside. let time heal my wounds. and i'm sure i can forget him one day.