ended. it started off so fine n sweet but ended fast n filled with disappointment. hais. no mood. all excuses in the world hais ~ utterly disappointed. thought we could last and lemme gain some confidence in r/s agn. but wrong. totally wrong. hais. joined them for breakfast this morning. woah all of them are like so shock to see me. zzz cos first time join them for breakfast. i cant slp la i only slept for 3hrs. hais they asked me why miracle ar? i can wake up? told them the story. wx dun even believe me at first. hais cos they thought we'd last too. nahs guess i'll never have a long lasting r/s la. all are the same. nvm, kh move on alright. hey guys.. thks for the concern n cheering me up. i love u guys too alright, you guys rawks! i'm getting better le. can see me high tml le okie =)

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21 feb'06

dreamt of him ytd, isnt a good dream. affects my mood when i woke up. mygod the dream seems so real. when i wake up, i look at the clock it's 6.46. i still thought im in my dream then 6.46. but i open my eyes agn then i realise im not dreaming!!! woah went to prepare straight away! luckily nvr late. late then nvr go sch agn le. well today late for csp. like half n hr late? cos we went outside for lunch after sch and that auntie's like so slow. the noodles came 15 mins ltr zzzz. dint really complete my compo. no inspiration write also. after csp went alisa hse help her install photoshop. then her mum called and told her angeline's with leo. OMG. jus now when alisa told me abt her sis 3+ reach home with her "new fren" who is alan's fren. then i guess is leo already. never expected it to be true hoho. her mum dun like him also. lol her mum came bck n ordered kfc for us. chatting while eating. wow wow ~ we went to his blog to see. saw wad he posted. oh pls laa !! i go for fame and title?! wtf when did i say that? still say u're a thousand times better than him ?!!!! OMG OMG OMG !!!!!! pls dun make me laugh ok. tell me it's a joke pls ~ it's pretty obvious that wj's million times better than u lor. he has the looks, the character and his way of thinking is mature than u alot lor ok. he isn't ah gua at all. so MAN alright. at least he treat me good and never flirts when we're still a pair lor. wad xiaohunhun sia.. u wad rank he wad rank? PUPPY ONLY EH U !!! talk so much in blog yet dint name out the names n full details. dun even really understand wad u're talking about. eight sistas are weak, lazy to work but only wanna marry rich guys and will suffer hardship nxt time? wad's ur prob now? does all these matters u? we aint weak at all. pls keep ur childish thinkings to urself. 19 yrs old.... ownself also say u're old le still wan toy with girl's feelings, flirting with girls. after eugenia is me. after me, ke hwee who appear when u n me were tgt. after her, we're back again and after me, felicia. after felicia now wan angeline? maybe in between all these girls there're still some others whom i duno and dun wish to know. god. u seems like a ball being passed on and on. still say i'm the most naive n stupid girl u ever know cos i think that ahbeng bf = security? PLS !!!!! when did i ever say that? i never said that before. never even have that thought before. now i'm more angry rather than upset. u still have the cheeks to insult him when u urself aint that good. fine ~ i knw i still owe u money but also dun need say i goes for fame n title wad.. i will return u ur money this weekend no matter what. wadeva i do and how i fork out the money i will return. dun wanna be looked down by u. simply sucks ~ kk update other time bye.