I hate ppl to pity me. *she told shihua "tell minnie dun sad leis". I know it may seems no harm to others out there. but to me, it makes me feel that im being pitied. the way she said it, is she like trying to be sarcastic? Was kinda angry when shihua told me. flarred up! sounds abit ridiculous uh? Anw who cares ~
I really, seriously hate people whom i duno to say such things to me. though she's an innocent one but i jus dun like it u see. she should be happy that we've broke up, though she stands no chance. =x i mean, thats wad she said herself la.

Another thing that pop up in my mind is, *SHE actually pitied me. Said that "i'm ke lian dun lidat leh .. n blahblah" SHE really changed alot. perhaps it's cos of *hmm*? i duno ~
She's no longer the girl whom i know few yrs ago. thought it should be care n concern among US and not sympathy? Hais. Kinda disappointed n fed up to hear such things from her. the changes in her is obvious. i duno if the rest of us noticed the change.
I'm pretty sure that one day, history gonna repeat again. both of them will have another big quarrel AGAIN. I duno when is that going to happen. but of cos, i hope it wouldn't even happen at all. those unsatisfactory among both of them has been accumulated for sucha long time. It'd explode anytime, anywhere.

Sigh.
Things has been ok for me recently. but im back to hols mood ! WHY!? HOW COME?! LOL god knows =,= life stinks la. so bored for me. single life is making things worse. i cant help but to envy my sistas when i see them with their guys lovingly tgt. it soo urge me to find one too =x haha sounds despo ar? haha nahs jus kidding ~ anw jus a fact, get it clear. IM NOT PITIFUL AT ALL ! in fact, im quite contented with my current life jus abit bored. "studying is great !" LOL. quoted from duno which guy. he told me this n encouraged me to study hard. haha ya well perhaps i should give myself a slap and wake me up to O'S MOOD! *MOOD MUST BE CHANGED!* i wanna find yc to teach me poa !! poa, dnt n chi are easy subjects to score. lol gary told me that. argh. my ucler hurts big time ! feels like peeling off the ulcer from my mouth, stepped it hard and throw at someone with the cash =X LOl. pain leis. and and and ... i wanna watch final destination badly ~ =(