Out of a sudden, i feel so devasted. after reading her blog, i totally understand how she feels. her feelings are like how i felt last time. but my instinct tells me they'll get better after a few days or perhaps tml? i cant believe he's this kinda person. nahs should have say i must get the facts clear first before stating any statement. what siman told us really stunned us. she looks so sad n disappointed. things aint going right for her these few days. that's strong of her to have continued till now. if it was the past her, i doubt she'll have to suffer now. what matters now is the feelings and not he's a hongster or what. feelings are much more impt than caring whether he's a flirt now right? hais i can understand ur feelings girl !!! no matter what, try to look on the bright side ok. stop thinking of the negative side. it'll worsen things and make u think even more! cheer up ^^

We missed the show today again ! For the secondth time !!! grrrr. but saw quite a number of people. saw siman, jessica, bernard, yanling, shanling, fiona, denise, jiaying, chloe, sheryln, a very very very familiar guy but we cant recall who's he, weilong n his fren. yup think thats all ba. mostly girls uh? gees ~ alighted at fep and went walking rounds n rounds at fep. after that meet the girls then took a bus to cine to meet weilong. blamed on our luck that we met this driver who's fucking guai lan. thought student give coins should be 55 cents only? he asked us to give him $3.20 !!! each $1.60. told him we're students le he says that bus dun care about whether u're a student anot. the price is still the same. shit. quarrelled in the bus. kinda xia suay to shout about in the bus. alighted as soon as the bus stops. darn cursed him to meet with an accident after we alight. he still say our parents never teach us isit. jus kept on nagging at us and peeps looking at us with sucha stare. xia suay ~ what an unlucky day. met weilong outside kpool then i remembered the place. that's the place where i accepted *him. hais that time alisa n sj were still jumping ard happily. not anymore now. anw stop all these ~

Hmm wanted to go buy the tix le then left 9pm plus de only. sian half liao. stood there for quite awhile before going down. then they went songka so left us. chatted with alisa at cine for a long time. so many things to talk about. cabbed home ard 8 plus. quite early la. chatted in the cab and tears began flowing down her cheeks. sigh sigh sigh ~ why things turn out lidat neh? who knows man. i duno what i can do to help her but jus to sit down there listening to her probs. somemore ca is next week and such things can happen !! hope things gonna be alright for her tml after meeting him? i cant wait for monday. duno why? first time ! maybe weekends make me moody at night lol. kk shall go slp now le night-